What's The Story Morning Glory?

2012-01-10T00:49:00.001+08:00

I confess I was lost In the pages.

Sometimes, things inside doesn't comes out right.

2011-12-26T05:00:00.000+08:00

Love is an emotion of strong affection and personal attachment. Love is also a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection; and "the unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another".

Maybe it meant more, much much more than this. But that was when I met you, girl. When i realized a feeling was growing within me when I look at you without your notice. It didn't took me long to get near you, never a long way to start our path of love. Short and simple is how I described how we started off. Nothing fascinating about it. In such a short time, I fell in love with you. And that, it felt so comfortable. It's like, I'm going out with my clone. And there we were, on the 14th Oct '11. I felt blessed my love, I really did. My love grew stronger then, stronger and stronger each day. It grows like a living thing, fed it with more care and it grew again. Words aren't that strong now to describe how much I love you, it never will now. So this was how it went on. Like all the other relationships, like we all know, there's ups and downs. Just like the tides, there's high and low. And that it changes our feelings now and then like the days changes it's seasons. But I don't give a fuck. At the end of it all, Nurhakimah, you are still who you are. Life may be at it's best giving out problems and situations, obstacles and tests, but I don't give a damn about those. I believed in perseverance and endurance, gracious and patience. The most, I believe in you. For somehow, I know you are still someone worth it all, I know it and I know it very well. Something in me tells me that you are. On the other hand, Life too give it's best of joy and miracles, opportunities and success. I'm a Libra like you are, that's what we think. Balanced. It was said, heard by each and every mouth, no one here is perfect. I said, I'm sorry but, I am. I am perfect the moment you step in my life. Perfection. You are the perfectionist. You were all I ever hoped for. All that I have ever thought of every now and then. And when all I wish was to spent glorious times with you throughout my journey of life. I wish for no interference and no intervention. It's all I have ever wanted it to be like. All my wishes I when I had the chances of, it had you in it to go along with. Your name shall I pronounced in every wish of mine since we met. Further more, I don't really think it's all in God's hands, fate. We have a choice to make too. My choice that I've chosen, was to be with you if I ever met you. And promised him faith with you in return for HIS gift. he granted it, I met you somewhere in the mid of the year. It was a perfect timing. Everything falls in place like how you have it in your mind. I got pretty thankful and I'll keep my promise. So not to worry, it's not a choice for me to leave you. the choice I've to make is rather more about things we do or maybe the consequences of one's decision. And that represents care. Oh, I love how you care about me. It sends me this little ticklish feeling to my heart that makes me smile. It gave me a little bit of warmth and that I felt so comfortable with. Everything went smoothly until the season started to change.

(I don't want to list them out because it's rather useless actually)

Forgive and Forget. That's the reason why I skipped that part. Surely, I am very sorry for every wrong deeds I've done towards you. All those words I spitted out on you, I really don't meant it. And on top of it all, how my jealousy got me under control, selfishness, foolishness, stupidity and my thoughts of self-reflections. I am really sorry if I have never been good enough. But I'm trying. I'm trying my best to win everything. To make this at it's best where it will be a virtue not to us but all. I don't think it could happen but, it doesn't matter. Differentials plays a role too. I'll stop this post from here, I can't go on with it.

Stupid.

2011-11-27T17:40:00.000+08:00

Oh no, I see, a spider web is tangled up with me.
And have I lost my head? The thought of all the stupid things I'd said.
Oh no, what's this? A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle.
So I turned to run, the thought of all the stupid things I've done.
Oh no, I see, a spider web and it's me in the middle.

So I twist and turn, but here am I in my little bubble.

I never meant to cause you trouble.
I never meant to do you wrong.
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble.
Although I never meant to do you harm.

This is the time of our lives.

2011-11-07T15:55:00.000+08:00

There's a time for us to let go. There's a time for holding on.
A time to speak, a time to listen. There's a time for us to go.
There's a time for lying low down. There's a time for getting high.
A time for peace, a time for fighting. A time to live, a time to die.
A time to scream, a time for silence. A time for truth against the lies.
A time for faith, a time for science. There's a time for us to shine
There is a time for mis-believing. There's a time to understand.
A time for hurt, a time for healing. A time you run, to make a stand.

Nolita Fairytale.

2011-10-31T13:37:00.000+08:00

*Nobody ever loved me like she do me.

And if somebody ever really loved me, it will only be her.

I'm falling in too fast for the first time.

Don't you know it's gonna last?

It's a love that lasts forever, it's a love that has no past.

And from the first time that she really done me, she done me good.

I guess nobody ever really done me like she did.*

Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide.
Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide.
Instant correlation sucks and breeds a pack of lies.
Over-saturation curls the skin and tans the hide.

If I could tear you from the ceiling and guarantee a source divine.
Rid you off possessions fleeting to remain your funny valentine.
I know the best have tried but, I'd fill your every breath with meaning.
Find a place we both could hide, I'd freeze us both in time.
Find a brand new way of seeing..your eyes forever glued to mine.

Surrender

2011-10-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

Questioning her good intention for jealousy is a bad invention.
Even when she was defensive, it just gave me more incentive.
The more you squeeze, the more it slips away.
When you push on glass, it's bound to break.
Wondered why I'm always in a good mood?
Even though I know what I'm looking for,
I'd travel time and confess to her.
I never had the nerves to ask.

14/10/2011

2011-10-20T02:38:00.000+08:00

Sleepless and lightless, I've been waiting for you.
In secret, counting the hours until the morning sun.
How would you love now what's inside of me?
I wonder how we don't have to be anything else but this.
Need you and I feel you breathing on me.
Never felt us fading, I'm waiting for you to meet again.
I felt the light touch, will keep us together; satisfied.
You light up my path, speeding the hours. You heal me somehow.
Hear me calling, I'm going, seeking.
Time is flowing slowly when you're not around.
The heart is rifting, do make us willing.
You're spending up my hours until we don't realize it happening.

Kim Abdul Aziz

2011-09-20T10:30:00.004+08:00

As time pass by, leaving a story about us.

Illustrated a beautiful story about me and her.
About all the times we shared, how we laughed to it.
And remembering the times we laughed together, replenish this happiness.

It is difficult meet that only person.
If there is someone like that somewhere, that person is more beautiful than all.
Grab onto that person’s hand because it may not be so gracious after.
Taking the shadow of your eyelashes, when someone comes near.
You try to reason with your crazy heart and your heart just goes on beating.

But think, that which is here now, for that story may not exist anymore.

Life changes it's beauty all the time.

Sometimes it’s a shade, sometimes life is sunlight.

Love every moment here to your heart’s content.
The time that is here may not be tomorrow.

Gravity.

2011-09-10T02:39:00.001+08:00

Honey,

It's been a long time coming, such a long time running and I can't stop now.

Baby,

It's been a long time waiting, such a long, long time and I can't stop smiling.

Do you hear my heart beating, can you hear that sound?

Because I can't help thinking and I don't look down.

Because I can't help crying and I won't look down.
Then I looked up at the sun and I could see the way that gravity turns for you and me.

And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun and the way that gravity pulls on us.

Here We Are Again.

2011-09-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

So here we are again, it's like déjà vu.
Everyone's looking at me trying to work out if I've been telling the truth.
The courtroom's the same, but the jury's changed.
And the judge is a she not a he, still they all look the same to me.
It's just like it was, when I was here before.
Except that she's ain't here in the gallery showing me support.
And that breaks my heart, because I love her no doubt.
Still I know a song, I can sing if I ever get out.
But the chances of that even with this new evidence coming to light, don't change the fact.
An innocent man went down first time, I'd be a fool to put my faith in it.
Only to be misplaced again, I remember how my heart felt breaking then.
It don't wanna feel that hate again, just do your worst because it won't break again.
What you got to do is look at the scars on me to know that I've been through hell.
But I'm still breathing, yeah that's right, I'm still here.
I survived through the darkest days in the darkest place from my darkest fears.
That's what used to go on usually when I stay too long in one place.
How different would things be now, if I'd just made it home at night?
Just please stop torturing me and make a decision that's all I ask.
Because I'm ready to accept my fate, whatever the outcome of this case.
The only thing I can't stand is the wait, so hurry up already and decide today.

I Cannot Resist.

2011-08-28T05:31:00.000+08:00

Take my hand and follow me, yeah let's go.

To the sand, the purest sand and into the sea.

Out beyond the water's edge, far out past the coral ledge.

Underneath the diamond dancing light.

Chasing the world from far below, silent sleeping in they go.

Drifting down into the endless night.

Leaving reason far behind for nothing here is cruel or kind.

Only your desire to set me free…

Let us lie here all alone, worn away like river stone.

Let us be the Sirens of the Sea.

My love is like footsteps in the snow.

I'll follow you everywhere you go.

The pain as light has come to wake you.

But you will never realize that I inspire the dreams that guide you.

I follow the winds that bring the cold, I light a fire in your soul.

The lightest touch of feathers falling.

My love may be invisible but in my mind I whisper every single word you say.

Peacefully & Tenderly.

2011-08-26T16:52:00.001+08:00

I will be the one you'll see we belong together.
I will be the one to see now until forever.
You will see that we're meant to be.
Our love will grow peacefully and tenderly.
You should stay with me one more day.
You will say you will stay.
And I'm sure you feel the same.
You came, no one to blame.

Yes, you're the only one who can make me so mad.
Who can make me hurt so bad.
I exclaim where is the flame?
We will be happy as can be.
You're a star so, let me take you far.
I can really feel who you are.
We will share everything that's rare.
So would you show that you care?
It's insane now I remain.
Can you see how fast I run?
Will you play this game?
And I'm so glad you came.
I'll be the one you'll see I'm the only one.
I will be the one to see you're the only one.

1 hundred.

2011-08-18T03:16:00.000+08:00

Shine the headlight straight into my eyes, like the roadkill.

I'm paralysed. You see through my disguise.
At the drive-in, double feature, pull the lever, break the fever.
One fluid gesture, like stepping back in time.
Trapped in amber, petrified and still not satisfied.
Airs and social graces, elocution so divine.
I'll stick to my needle, and my favourite waste of time.
Both spineless and sublime.

An increase in population of a hundred percent.

Raising the temperature one hundred degrees.

A mass of contradiction in a golden frame.

Take A Look.

2011-08-12T02:07:00.000+08:00

All the tension in the world today.
All the little girls filling up the world today..

When the good comes to bad, the bad comes to good..
But I'm gonna live my life like i should.
Now all the critics wanna hit it, shit can ever did it.
Just because they don't get it, but I'll stay fitted, knew they're committed.
Now this red cap gets a wrap from these critics.
Do we always gotta live inside a lie?
Life's just a blast, its moving really fast.
Better stay on top or life will kick you in the ass.
Follow me into a solo? So what you wanna do and where you gonna run?
When you're staring down the cable of mine, might put it at your grill like gun.
I'm rocking the set like Russian Roulette when your placing your bet.
Does anybody really know the secret or the combination for this life?
And where they keep it, it's kinda sad when u don't know the meaning.
But everything happens for a reason.
I don't even know what i should say cause I'm an idiot, a loser or microphone abuser.

I analyze every second i exist, beating on my mind every second with my fists.
You can take a ride through this life if you want..
But you can't take the edge off the knife.
But your denied cause your brains fried from the sack and there ain't nothing i can do.
Cause life is a lesson, you learn it when your through.

We can rule the world.

2011-07-14T19:32:00.000+08:00

You light the skies up above me.
A star so bright, you blind me.
Don't close your eyes, don't fade away..

If walls break down, I will comfort you.
If angels cry, I'll be there for you.
You've saved my soul so don't leave me now.
You and me, we can ride on a star.
If you stay with me girl.
You and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side.

We can rule the world.
All the stars are coming out tonight.
They're lighting up the sky tonight..for you.

Time Honoured Tradition.

2011-07-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

Send someone to love me 'cause I need to rest in arms.

To keep me safe from harm in pouring rain.

Give me endless summer Lord, 'cause I fear the cold.
Feels like I'm getting old before my time.
Go easy on my conscience 'cause it's not my fault.
And I know I've been taught to take the blame.

Rest assured as my angels will catch my tears.
Walk me out of here, I'm in pain.
But as my soul heals the shame, I will grow through this pain.

Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man.
Once you've found that lover, you're homeward bound.

While I know some have fallen on stony ground.

But love is all around...

Feeling Good, Feeling Alright.

2011-06-28T21:12:00.002+08:00

It's about that time for us to look around and meet somebody new.
Well let's all welcome in familiar faces.
Perhaps somebody who has a conflict in their life.
Tell them you're sorry but there's ways to change the wrong to right.
In a moment I'll be on my way to better days, while life is changing.
And even though I've had my share of pain, I've been sympathizing and realizing.
I've got a feeling we could be a better friend, simply complementing every now and then.
Cause in the morning I wake up and miss the night before.
Cause I love the music more and more.
See we can sit in a distant haze and watch rain clouds.
Pour thoughts of greatness to help our troubles sail real far away.
Well it's a struggle, every day we're stressin'.
But what's a life without dedication?
I'm gonna pick up that soul's intention to soak in music relaxation..

Beautiful Things

2011-06-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

Got up early, found something's missing; my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck, and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?

I guess it crept away.
Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling; this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop, now who's gonna wait?
No one's calling for me at the door.

And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.

Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.

What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see so many beautiful things.
I forgot that I might need to find out what life could bring.

Shine On...

2011-06-13T04:23:00.002+08:00

Please don't cry even if you know I'm leaving here tonight.
Before I go I want you to know that there will always be a light.
So many times I'd planned to be much more than who I am.
And if I let you down, I will follow you 'round until you understand.
Where ever I may go, how far I don't know?
I will always be your light

If the moon had to runaway and all the stars didn't wanna play.
Don't waste the sun on a rainy day because the wind will soon blow it all away.

When the days all seem the same, don't feel the cold or wind or rain.
Everything will be okay. We will meet again one day.
I will shine on for you.

Shine on just for you.

Confession.

2011-06-06T15:46:00.000+08:00

I feel like letting you know how much I love you.
I feel like letting it show, showing you rightly now and never going away.

I know you're feeling real low, calling on all my...

I want to make it ok.

I want to show you I know and it will be all fine. I want to take it away.

I thought I'ld write you this, maybe i'd make you smile.
And take your sadness away..
Hey, I want to show you I love you a long time girl.
I'm never going away.

Maybe?

2011-06-04T17:13:00.001+08:00

I think I've already lost you. I think you're already gone.
I think I'm finally scared now. You think I'm weak but I think you're wrong.
I think you're already leaving. Feels like your love has fade away.
I thought this place was an empire. But now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure.

I bet you're hard to get over. I bet the room just won't shine.

I bet my hands I can stay here. I bet you need more than you mind.

I think you're so mean. I think we should try.
I think I could need this in my life. I think I'm just scared.

I think too much or maybe I know too much.

Do i talk too much?
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone, maybe it's time to come back.
There's an awful lot of breathing room but I can hardly move.
Cause there's a little bit of something me in everything in you.

Embrace Yourself

2010-03-30T18:07:00.000+08:00

I know this silence, it's been here before.
I’m walking blinded through the door.
And this is a sense of things to come.
This innocence.

Breath in this moment, it's come and gone.
Further and faster through your soul.
Open your eyes and embrace the dawn.
Open your mind...

I released myself, revealing myself.
I thought to myself..it's a big sky.
We love, we live, we take, we give.
So, release and reveal yourself.

I Wonder Why I Never Wonder Why.

2010-02-21T22:21:00.001+08:00

So perfect it's painted...yet so manipulated.
So calm and so patient...yet oh so calculated.
So safe and comforting...this doesn't feel like flirting.
So fun I'm distracted...forgot to keep track of it.
Cars look so so sad. Roads look so so drab.
Windows are copied and pasted. Buildings look pixelated.
Alphabetical names. Dropping, wet dripping.
No rain will blur invisible ink. I think you think I wrote it down.
Why do i feel as if I'm wired in to the wall?
Why do i feel as if I'm wired in it at all?
And maybe you won't believe it - not until you see it.
No, you won't believe it - not until I write it down.

Blood Brothers.

2009-12-02T07:55:00.003+08:00

Going all the way back to 1542 - 1605 AD.,
in India was invented the Hookah(shee-sha in Arabic.)
Got two of the single stemmed instrument,
with Chery + Mint and Orange flavored tobaccos.
Minutes after smoking smoke which was cooled and filtered by passing through water,
we didn't expect that we got strike with boredom.
And so came to a mind that crosses a game from our childhood memories.
As laughter and joy came to fill and replace the boredom, its Ecstacy.
In a place like Wichita, my sweat dripped out of every pore.
Everyone's got a story to tell, from the Queen of England to the hounds of Hell.

Whenever

2009-11-09T22:44:00.001+08:00

I've had enough of this excruciating situation.
Although, I'm thinking of the words to say.
I'm just opening up unfinished parts instead making it done.
All that I seek is the truth why you exhilarates me.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me.
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me.

Once More With Feelings.

2009-11-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

I am the egg of nature, which ignorant and arrogant men have spoiled.
I can be a friend to humans, especially the soulmates, for soulmates never dies.
You're like a khaufpuri politician who recently celebrated his birthday with camels and elephants and dancing horses and a cake of fifty-three kilos, who does not know the gold jewellery is worthless, people like you should fear me, I'm a fire that will burn up your five senses.
As for you, poor fcukwit, you still think you're someone much more better, I am your mother and father, I was you in your childhood, I'll be you when you're old.
Dead am I who never lived, wasn't buried, waits to burn.
Tough I'm and tender, now you see me now you don't, I go down into earth and leap up to the sky, I am full of the natural light.
'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life is, trying to make two ends meet.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down, you know the one who takes you to the places where all the veins meet, looking at the red box of memories.
Faded I'm sure, but love seems to stick in the veins you know.
And why can't you see, that nature has it's way of warning me?
Eyes open wide, looking at the heaven with a tear in my eye.
I stopped to say Hello.